I was reading a book on Wattpad titled “The Bad Boy and the Tom Boy”, I know it sounds very cheeky but it’s a good book. I came across a scene where one of the main characters was trying to explain to another character about battling with memories of a loved one that he lost. She said “It’s that the worst thing about death rather than dying is being forgotten”. And it struck me deeply. Maybe because I have lost someone and have been fighting to completely forget about her, or maybe recently I have been thinking so much about being remembered after I die. Contradicting right? This is really how my mind thinks about these things.
But then what really made me think was how frightening it is that people might not think about you anymore once you are dead, or that I might not do enough to be remembered for a long time. And this honestly would have motivated the mindset that I want to leave in 2017 especially because the year is just starting and I have set goals that I want to smash both this year and on the long run. But yet I feel like it is so much pressure, having this kind of motivation backing how much you want to achieve and how much you want to be.
So then, what really drives you?
For me it is to be HAPPY and be a baby girl. I just want to reach into myself and discover the things that I am passionate about and start to find ways to show them to the world in such a beautiful way. To utilize my purpose in God to the highest and to be myself in its complete wholeness and explore myself to its full potential. I want when my motivation level starts to drop, and I realize how much I want to stretch my potential and how much happiness it is going to bring me, it will just refill my motivation tank and keep me going.
What drives you everyday? What fuels you up even when you are not in the mood to get up? share your comments…
Love and Light